For many years I have had an interest in BDSM; although during my earlier years I did not really know what it was. I was happiest when I thought of how it would be to constantly be controlled and disciplined, and being taught how to behave in a certain manner. I had a strong need to, and wanted to, please other people. I had these increasingly strong feelings that carried into my everyday thoughts.

I knew I had to explore my desires and wanted and needed to sort out these feelings of who I am, so I could put together the pieces, fantasies and dreams that I didn’t understand. It was only a few years ago that I could put a name to it all.

I found the world of BDSM fascinating, but finding both my way into, and my place in, this lifestyle was not easy. I knew what I wanted. I wanted to please and serve. And through this giving, and seeing the pleasure of another person, I would feel pleasure.

I knew that this would make me feel alive and free.

When I accepted and started to explore my submissive desire, I knew that I had found what I wanted. This is who I am – this is who I wanted to be. I finally had put together the answer I needed. My puzzle was complete but my journey was only just beginning.

One of the hardest things I found was accepting the BDSM need and desire within myself. By accepting these feelings, I have never been happier and now feel complete in my self.

I belong to Mistress Tara and am available for personal play sessions, either as in-call or out-call, or together with Mistress Tara as a Domme and sub couple (in-call only). Please refer to the “Rates” page for further info.

I am a gifted versatile masochistic female slave who loves to please my Mistress. I have an unstoppable desire for the many aspects of BDSM which gives me a wonderful journey – with a sense of fun and adventure.

I am always eager to please and love to be dominated – surrendering all control. Please call me to make an appointment to live out your Dominant fantasies.

If you would like to find out more about my day-to-day life as a 24/7 lifestyle slave please join “The Life of M” private members section.